Sunday, February 19, 2012
ed by what has happened and see it as nothing short of a miracle. A miracle that I got to witness right before my eyes. I didn't realize how much stress I was carrying until I heard the words "the heart is in and pumping" and felt an immediate sense of relief. The hopes and fears had been sorted and what I had hoped for was a reality. What I had feared no longer mattered. I believe it will take a long time before I can really work through my emotions and feelings about all of this. It all has happened so fast and much of yesterday is a blurr but the clarity of witnessing a loving God touching a tiny life is a vivid picture that I will have forever.