Fear begins with, "what if" or "did I". Soon it grabs hold and we can no longer see whats in front of us. I could join this fear. Kamryn has to eventually have a biopsy, her medications are hard on her kidneys, she could get a cold, an infection, a virus, go blind. But I am choosing not to go there. Each day I change, dress, feed, play and hold my sweet baby is a day that I choose not to fear the unknown. Freedom has replaced fear.
This week Kamryn has learned to sign the word more and wave goodbye. Today is her 10 month birthday. The fog is not going to make this a grey day. We choose to have freedom without fear.
Praise the Lord, all you nations;
For great is his love toward us, and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever.